Have you ever felt like your whole world was unraveling in front of your face and for some reason, you do nothing about it? I knew from the moment I woke up that today would be let’s not say bad, I’ll choose to call it an off day because there are a lot of people worse off than me and I refuse to forget that like I used to but any way, I knew it was gonna be an off day. I’m not sure how long I’ve been ignoring my reality for, but today it hit me, it hit hard and it hurt! I’m trying to be real adult about things, so I’m sorting through the overwhelming amount of feelings that I’m having one at a time and trying to catch myself each time I’m about to lose control. I need to find the strength to get through this time and come out on the other side with some of my dignity left…..not for me, for my kids.